Tamra Judge is owning up to what really went down the night she (temporarily) quit filming season 19 of The Real Housewives of Orange County. 

On last night’s episode, amid the ongoing storyline about Katie Ginella allegedly leaking to bloggers, Tamra told Gretchen Rossi that Katie implied she’d once been “roofied” by Tamra. 

But when Tamra brought it up at dinner, the plan backfired. 

Instead of rallying against Katie, the tables turned. 

She was somehow emotionless and full of venom at the same time — lashing out at everyone, including her ally Heather Dubrow. 

Shortly after, Tamra posted to her Instagram Stories that she was “done” with the franchise, saying she had bigger priorities — like supporting friend Teddi Mellencamp during her cancer battle.

Her castmates suspected she wasn’t herself that night, and Tamra later confirmed they were right. 

Sharing a fan message on Instagram, she admitted:

“Emotionally I hit a wall with everything I was dealing with. I was taking Xanax to deal with the pain & mixed it with alcohol.”

She ended her post with an apology to Heather:

“Thank you Heather Dubrow & I’m sorry the way I responded to you. I love you very much.”